Sunday, April 17, 2011

is that so?

I really can't understand why people are stubborn?
Why they can't view thing from the other side?
Why they keep thinking what they do are always right?
Why can't they try to change their track?
Why is that so?
Is it because they are who they are and they just can't be changed and can never be changed?
I don't know....but what I really know it....the world is much better and full of hope if you see thing from the other way around....
Life is beautiful and full of unexpectation....although it still full of challenges but it quite fun because you will never know how far you can go.....the most interesting part about life is....you will never know what lies in front of you if you keep backing up and not willing to take up your challenges.....
I am glad that I enjoy my life till fullness now and I am always ready for the challenges coming up....
YES!! I AM READY!!
COME ON!!!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

problem

Honestly, I don't like to fight with others...and I really don't like the situation that I am facing now...I am really fed up for this...
Why do we keep arguing about this issue, I thought we already have agreement for this...I thought you are ok already...probably is me who overestimate your EQ....
I don't like this....I really don't like this!!!
Every time when you raising this topic, I really feel like running away...I want to escape from this....
I hate it very much!!! Why can't you think in other way around?Why you keep thinking in that way? Is it fun for you to argue with me?
I really think that if we keep on arguing on the same topic...our distance will be pulled as far as possible....I would try to tell lie...but I don't want this to happen...I really don't...

horoscope?personality?

I am wonder, is it true that one's personality is determined by his/her horoscope?
Or...it nothing about horoscope...
I am wonder about this, can someone has an answer for me?
In my point of view, I am not sure that is my personality being occupied by my horoscope...but I think that it's quite true in someway...
I don't like to being controlled by others, I don't like to follow what others instruct me to do, I like to break the rules, I don't like others to be angry with me just because he/she doesn't like me to befriend with someone....
YES! I am a gemini....a gemini who always looking for freedom and hates other to control me!!!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Stop or move??

Stop or move on? that is a BIG question for me
Actually, there should be no choice for me
This is what I chose, this is what I like, but it killing me now
I can never imagine that I will end up like this
Life is full of unwillingness, pressure, stress, weary....
I have only negative view about life at this moment and I don't like it, seriously

Sometimes, I actually look back, keep thinking that "am I actually making the right decision?", "what would I be if I not coming back?", "am I regretted?".....

I don't like answer question, especially question like this......I cannot regret for what I've chose...

BUT sometimes I feel like quit....am I really that fragile or maybe lazy?unable to take stress?useless?

YES, I am useless all the time....I can't do anything...I can't....

but I can't stop or quit...no because of myself but also for my family....my parents have high expectation on me...I can't disappoint them...I've once hurt them and let them down...I am not going to let that happen again...

sigh....nothing I can really do....what can I say....c'est la vie....



April Fool?!


    I hate it when I have so many things to do at the same time
    I hate it when I am not feeling so well
    I hate it when my stomach not feeling well

    I hate it when I am in a bad mood
    I hate it when I seriously need someone to be with me now, but there is no one around
    I hate it when I need someone to talk to, it can only be done on facebook, msn, sms
    I hate it when I am so moody for everything
    I hate it when there is a test coming and I still unwilling to study for it
    I hate it when things are only being half done
    I hate it when there is no one understand me
    I hate it when I am depressed or stress, all I can do is to complain in this F*** place!
    !I hate it when I hate myself
    I don't like this AT ALL!!