Watever

Whatever you said
Whatever you promised
Whatever you wanted to tell me
Whatever you going to tell me
Whatever is it
WHATEVER!!!

I will never trust you!!
I will never believe that!!

Because I know
It will NEVER going to happen!!!

You know it is impossible
You knew it!!!

Don't make fake promises
Don't give me false hope
Don't ever try to fool me
Don't pretend to be good to me
Don't lie to me
Don't!!
JUST DON'T DO THAT TO ME!!!

IT'S ENOUGH!!!

Am I expect too much from you?
Am I?
Probably I shouldn't expect things from you which I, myself couldn't even promise...
Ya, I am sorry
I thought you love me THIS much but it actually turns out the other way..
I am SORRY!!

Don't feel upset
Don't feel sad
Don't feel disappointed
Don't feel disgrace

It's all my fault
I put too much expectation on you
It's all about ME
I am so sorry about that..

Probably we shouldn't started out...
Probably......

fight fight fight!!

Oh my....why others are always better than me??
why am I always be the last??
I did work hard on it?? But why??

I don't care
I must fight back my dignity next sem!!
YOU!! no matter who is it...WAIT for it!!!
I will definitely break all your glasses!!!

FIGHTING!!!!

Should I be that angry? Should I?

I don't know

YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME!!!!

Don't try to judge me

Don't try to challenge me

Don't try to dictate me

I hate that!!!!

I DO CARE!!

Well, it really does ruin my mood. Come on, the reason I look for you is to get some comforts and soothe me..

It not that I doesn't care, it not that I am not nervous, it not that there still time for me to waste, it just no that!!

I don't need to tutor, I don't need a teacher, I don't need anyone to tell me what I have to do, what I should do or what exactly do I need to do. I'm not a child anymore, I can handle myself pretty well, I don't need any lessons for that, I'm fine with what I'm doing right now.

I, myself is a 21yrs old adult, I know how to manage my time, I know how to handle my study and of course, I do know what is NERVOUS!! YES, I am nervous and I really do. Sadly, you know nothing about it! You don't understand me!! What you said just now really ruin my mood!! Why you sound like I already give up everything and like I don't care, don't bother about it. Come on, I DO bother and I DO care!!

I really hate it!! Now, I really feel like giving up and not to do anything just because of what you said!! I thought you know me well but it turns out you doesn't, you just pretend that you know everything about me.....

I need comfort, I need people to support me, I need someone who care about me, I need someone who will always be there for me, I need someone who can understand me, I need someone who can encourage me...

I don't need someone who said I'm not nervous, I don't need someone to give me lessons. I DON'T NEED IT, HONESTLY!!

I am an adult and I know who am I, you don't need to worry about it!!

is that so?

I really can't understand why people are stubborn?

Why they can't view thing from the other side?

Why they keep thinking what they do are always right?

Why can't they try to change their track?

Why is that so?

Is it because they are who they are and they just can't be changed and can never be changed?

I don't know....but what I really know it....the world is much better and full of hope if you see thing from the other way around....

Life is beautiful and full of unexpectation....although it still full of challenges but it quite fun because you will never know how far you can go.....the most interesting part about life is....you will never know what lies in front of you if you keep backing up and not willing to take up your challenges.....

I am glad that I enjoy my life till fullness now and I am always ready for the challenges coming up....

YES!! I AM READY!!

COME ON!!!

problem

Honestly, I don't like to fight with others...and I really don't like the situation that I am facing now...I am really fed up for this...

Why do we keep arguing about this issue, I thought we already have agreement for this...I thought you are ok already...probably is me who overestimate your EQ....

I don't like this....I really don't like this!!!

Every time when you raising this topic, I really feel like running away...I want to escape from this....

I hate it very much!!! Why can't you think in other way around?Why you keep thinking in that way? Is it fun for you to argue with me?

I really think that if we keep on arguing on the same topic...our distance will be pulled as far as possible....I would try to tell lie...but I don't want this to happen...I really don't...

horoscope?personality?

I am wonder, is it true that one's personality is determined by his/her horoscope?

Or...it nothing about horoscope...

I am wonder about this, can someone has an answer for me?

In my point of view, I am not sure that is my personality being occupied by my horoscope...but I think that it's quite true in someway...

I don't like to being controlled by others, I don't like to follow what others instruct me to do, I like to break the rules, I don't like others to be angry with me just because he/she doesn't like me to befriend with someone....

YES! I am a gemini....a gemini who always looking for freedom and hates other to control me!!!

Stop or move??

Stop or move on? that is a BIG question for me

Actually, there should be no choice for me

This is what I chose, this is what I like, but it killing me now

I can never imagine that I will end up like this

Life is full of unwillingness, pressure, stress, weary....

I have only negative view about life at this moment and I don't like it, seriously

Sometimes, I actually look back, keep thinking that "am I actually making the right decision?", "what would I be if I not coming back?", "am I regretted?".....

I don't like answer question, especially question like this......I cannot regret for what I've chose...

BUT sometimes I feel like quit....am I really that fragile or maybe lazy?unable to take stress?useless?

YES, I am useless all the time....I can't do anything...I can't....

but I can't stop or quit...no because of myself but also for my family....my parents have high expectation on me...I can't disappoint them...I've once hurt them and let them down...I am not going to let that happen again...

sigh....nothing I can really do....what can I say....c'est la vie....

April Fool?!

I hate it when I have so many things to do at the same time

I hate it when I am not feeling so well

I hate it when my stomach not feeling well

I hate it when I am in a bad mood

I hate it when I seriously need someone to be with me now, but there is no one around

I hate it when I need someone to talk to, it can only be done on facebook, msn, sms

I hate it when I am so moody for everything

I hate it when there is a test coming and I still unwilling to study for it

I hate it when things are only being half done

I hate it when there is no one understand me

I hate it when I am depressed or stress, all I can do is to complain in this F*** place!

!I hate it when I hate myself

I don't like this AT ALL!!

annoyed

dunno y recently feel like so annoying...thr are so many things going on...even though they are not quite urgent or important...if i cn say dat...all the assignments, reports, exams really push me to a dead end...i gt no way bak n i cn onli keep moving forward by doing all of those one by one...n finish all of them no matter if im capable of o wat.....haiz....sometimes...u will c going to university is good but i tell u wat.....it sux at all times!!! esp when all the workload coming together and when the deadline is coming nearer and nearer....all u feel is onli PRESSURE, STRESS and nothing else.....i reli wish i cn enjoy my university life....bt it came out dat i ct....dunno y recently im so worried about everything in U.....although thr no class test coming....bt i still think of studying dat..i keep thinking dat i mite fail or not doing good enuf for my test.....n keep on thinking i DUN hav time!!!!yes!! TIME!!! omg....time is all i need at this moment....keep doing assignments and reports...walao ye...dat is enuf to make me breathless....i NEED air!!! i need freetime...n overall...the most important is....though i so worry about everything...i still NOT willing to do dat....i m way too LAZY at all times!!!gosh!!can anyone help me from being dat lazy???? not feel so good recently....reli wish dat i cn actually pass tis sem without resit any exam....dat will be reli THANK GOD!!!

the very first day

Really can't imagine that my New Year is that BORING.....haiz...it's actually nothing special on this day..everything still the same...earth still turning...I am still breathing...people still working, chatting, shopping...what else can I expect??Actually, I don't have an answer for myself as well....

Doing the same old thing today....watching drama, online, and the most important is keeping my facebook updated....haha

So, now I only wish to have something busy with..at least I won't be that bored....