Life is a mess!

Well..I never hurt you through words But you just did this to me!! I'm so angry and disappointed It your own fault for forgetting such thing and now you expecting me to fix this for u?! You don't even care about me So, why should I? I can't find any reason for forgiving you!! You are so suck!! I will rather choose to ignore you for my whole life! You know what I hate you! And I really do!! I don't care what u done to me for my past twenty yrs of life But I will only remember that moment Your harsh words and your attitude, I will never forget about it!! What can I say? I don't know You don't even concern about me You don't even ask what happening to me now You are only concern about your own situation and your own feeling! You are so selfish!! For sure I will pay you back and after that, I will kick you out of my life! I would be pleased for not seeing you anymore! I hate you and I really do!! F*** you!!

Another angry nite!

Omg!! I'm so angry now and I really do feel like exploding!!

I thought u are different and I thought u understand me well, u should know what I need and what I want!

But it turn out the very different way!!

U don't know me well and u don't try to understand me!

I hate u! I'm so angry with u!!

I can't study I can't focus!!

I feel like crying now and no one is there for me!! No one is comforting me!! No one!!

I hate u to the MAX!!!!

U know I'm angry and u know what's the reason but you just don't care AT ALL!!!

Hate you!!!!!! Just go away!!!!!

Who do you think you are?!

This probably the most angry and sad Chinese new year I ever had in my entire life!

Who do you think you are?
I'm not trying to be rude here but
FUCK you!!
Even I am your own daughter, you don't have the right to judge me or to scold me in the first day of cny!!

Come on, old fashioned!!
Even if we doing something wrong,so what?!
It's not that I forcing your daughter to do so using a gun or blackmail her!!!
We both are wiling to do so and we are happy about it!!
Isnl't that own daughtet's happiness and future is more important that your face?!

Tell you what, I can actually straight fuck you in the phone or just hang it off
But I respect you, I respect you as a uncle, as my friend's father
However, you don't seem to care about my feeling and you take this as granted
Come on, I am not your family members, I am just one of your daughter's friend that you barely know about
And you scold me and question me like hell?!
Is it consider moral to you?
Did you learn your moral at school? Did your parents ever teach you how to respect others?
Even though you are older than me and you experience more than me
Even though you talking all that bullshit as a role of a father
However, I think it too over for me!!!
You don't own any rights to question me about your daughter's recent action!!
Isn't that you should ask yourself first? Why would your daughter become like this?

I can be very open to my parents, i told them everything about my friend and they didn't question me about this
In fact, they are very surprise to hear about your way to protect your daughter
It is ridiculous for them and this sound so old fashioned
You said you trust her and you give her full freedom
However, the time you questioned me about our simple and pure relationship, it shows that you don't have complete trust on her
Giving full freedom isn't mean that you can message me instead of calling me to inform us about your locations or what
It just doesn't mean that!!!

I understand how you feel as she the only child to you
However, I am also the only daughter to my parents
Why my parents can trust me completely and not disturbing my personal life or interfere with my friends or my social circle and you CAN'T do anything to that?!

If you want to talk, sure I can talk with you
Please do remember personal talk mean talk, not questioning or scolding
I don't want to fight with you
And please trust your daughter
She is a good girl and she does listen to you, she loves her family more than her friends
Lastly, please believe us
We are really truly friend, just friend.....

Watever

Whatever you said
Whatever you promised
Whatever you wanted to tell me
Whatever you going to tell me
Whatever is it
WHATEVER!!!

I will never trust you!!
I will never believe that!!

Because I know
It will NEVER going to happen!!!

You know it is impossible
You knew it!!!

Don't make fake promises
Don't give me false hope
Don't ever try to fool me
Don't pretend to be good to me
Don't lie to me
Don't!!
JUST DON'T DO THAT TO ME!!!

IT'S ENOUGH!!!

Am I expect too much from you?
Am I?
Probably I shouldn't expect things from you which I, myself couldn't even promise...
Ya, I am sorry
I thought you love me THIS much but it actually turns out the other way..
I am SORRY!!

Don't feel upset
Don't feel sad
Don't feel disappointed
Don't feel disgrace

It's all my fault
I put too much expectation on you
It's all about ME
I am so sorry about that..

Probably we shouldn't started out...
Probably......

fight fight fight!!

Oh my....why others are always better than me??
why am I always be the last??
I did work hard on it?? But why??

I don't care
I must fight back my dignity next sem!!
YOU!! no matter who is it...WAIT for it!!!
I will definitely break all your glasses!!!

FIGHTING!!!!

Should I be that angry? Should I?

I don't know

YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME!!!!

Don't try to judge me

Don't try to challenge me

Don't try to dictate me

I hate that!!!!